Wednesday, April 23, 2008
One day you notice...
that your baby isn't a baby anymore. Yesterday I tried Emersons hair in little piggy tails and she looked so cute and so grown up. It seems like yesterday she was a newborn baby and I held her and loved her and she slept all day. And now she is a little girl trying to do everything that her big sister does. She is starting to say random words. I need to take her bottle away and I think she will be just fine, but I am not sure that I will. Not having a bottle just means that she is definately not a baby. It makes me so sad. I have loved being home with her. I feel like I haven't missed a thing and I am so grateful to be able to spend every day with her.
I worked everyday when Aniston was Emersons age and I know now that there were little things that I missed. But life is funny and things work out the way that they are suppose to. We didn't have Emerson for 4 years after, so there was 4 years that it was just the 3 of us. I am so lucky to have been able to have that time with Aniston and now I am getting to spend time with Emerson, just her and I. They are both such sweet and sassy girls. They look a lot alike, yet are so different. It is so sad that one day you wake up and notice that they aren't little anymore.