Ryan

This is the new song on my page. When I heard it I though of us. Don't worry about anything. "I'm only me when I'm with you"!! I love you more every day!!(even in the house remodel stage)

"I'm Only Me When I'm With You"
by Taylor Swift

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.

I'm only up when your'e not down.
Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets are my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say you can't live without me.

I'm only up when your'e not down.
Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.

That I'm only up when your'e not down.
Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you


My "fisherman"...

Dad and Aniston...

Dad and Emerson...


How could I not love you more everyday?

It's been a while

I bought myself this book on Sunday and have been reading it at night before bed. So far so good.


This is what my desk looks like. Right now everywhere is a mess. Upstairs is being remodeled. Laundry is piling up. My transcription is piling up...

and instead of doing something about it, here I am surfing blogs. It is so addicting. I really should be doing something productive. I sort of feel like I am drowning and I can't swim my way out. Only a couple more weeks, hopefully and the house will be done and I can focus on putting everything back together.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

Just Pictures.

a few pictures of Emerson. Shes even cute when she cries. I have the boys today so I hope that I can get a few pictures of them today.

Grandma and Grandpa

Hey you guys. I am just posting new pictures in her and I wanted to tell you hi. We love you and miss you. It is snowing like crazy here. Be very thankful that you are where it is warm. I am going to add some pictures of the house in here so keep looking. We are hopefully going to sheetrock the kitchen and laundry room this weekend. There may be an end in site soon.
We love you!! P.S. E-mail me your address so we can send valentines cards to ya!!

Here is grandma and her babies!!

My baby

Here is my baby. She is setting up to the table eating like a big girl. It makes me so sad.


Aniston wore this outfit yesterday and after bathtime, Emerson put it on and would not take it off. She wants to be like just like her big sis.